Sunday, April 26, 2020

whose crown

WHOSE CROWN?

Scarsdale, New York, is the richest town on the East Coast for the second year in a row, according to Bloomberg's 2020 "Richest Places" annual index.Mar 3, 2020

People also search for: Bronxville, New Rochelle, White Plains, Rye, Larchmont, in Westchester County

    New Rochelle led the US in CoVid-19 infections for a while there, early on.
huhmmmm...home of patsies who touched too much? Same thing in Wuhan,  actually:
the cases first sprang up in wealthier neighborhoods where people did not like the juicy-wet bloody floors of the Wet Market or maybe even the idea of eating bats.  I know i would not...esp. after this episode. We all talk about nature's vengeance [listen up you oily corpo rats] but what about bat vengeance. We don't bother you, they think, why you bother us? Tit for quid; quid por quo.
Bats come from a city 600 miles north of Wuhan. Bats are eaten in Indonesia sold from same juicy wet floors in their markets. And YET--mystery of god and man---they did not get the virus until everyone else did.
duh. then came Westchester County.
The epicenter of the epicenter of the epicenter progression: New Rochelle: NYC: Bronx/Queens...Brooklyn.
And sabidurians, guess what. the US IS NOT THE WORST MOST INFECTED NATIONAL PLACE....!
WHO IS?
The EU is. The cases are slightly higher in EU so USA is in second place. So Siddown MainStreamMedia. You suck for this dis...information. another dumb lie.
Compare US with 330 million people, i guess, maybe, up from 320M to Italy with 50M and we lose. but not per capita. And someone ought to add up the entire EU to see how many people live there...i got 420mm with a cursory glance  beginning w/ Germany with 80M and ending with Poland.
Of course we got more cases than little Italy, which is closer to California 40M, alone...and texas w/ 30M...
to get to 350M in EU you'll need to add in France, Germany (doing very well), Belgium, Netherlands, UK, Spain and Portugal, Greece,  Austria, da Swiss (not doing as well as one would imagine) the Czeczkz, Slovakia, Slovenia, Croatia, Greece, Denmark, Holland, Belgium, Irelamd, the 3 Scandinavians, and Poland, so add it all up...[and get to work or take my word for it.}
Go to "worldometer"...do yer homework.   


START?

    bats do not care. sure they don't believe they were made to be eaten, be sure of that. They could never imagine being laid out on some dripping cold table next to some kinda snake...now there's yer Mutt and Jeff, just thimk about it. this is poetry. i'm not really using logic herein. no. because it is logic that got us to here. to a person in office who is so disturbed he cannot say any the same two days in a row.  this insanity made it to the elected top of the Demo-corpo-socio pile. 
    we suck.
     we have to grow. we have to change. we all have to open up our hearts and hands and  minds....and embrace our differences. world-wide. learn the facts the similarities then duping dirty tricks of every version of fascism that is in all of us. and find a way to just let it go and in our hearts, just invite everyone we DON't know over for dinner.

But wait?! i was just onto something i fergit....uhmmm....oh yeah....wanna little conspiracy theory, here's coming at ya: to be smart we have to emulate the journalists.

Who why when where how? 

Isn't that the job description of a good detective? We all saw the movie, and occasionally read the stories that got some intrepid, courageous journalists killed* for their curiosity.*james webb, khashoggi, assange (thank you Obewon Oblama)

And so: Who? here we go: i'm gonna make a detective's hunch--while always keeping my brain open to future insights or facts that might come trickling down...because the bats ain't talkin' and the culprits ain't gonna but someone somewhere knows and will dribble some word like "They''re gonna pull it!'
    and the MSM goes ho-hum...we need, i say, NEED the CIA, which abbreviates the word compania in Spanish where they do a lot of their BS. so OK, i got quotes here galore. and you should hear some of this shit: in case you were't listening for the last 20 years or so. Firsr, G. Bush #1 says,"It's the coming of the New World Order..which means you're either with us or against us."  ooops, or the greatinsight of his son, you could join the Ownership Society."    NWO.
More why. The idea is to recreate the Garden of Eden. without snakes that are not human.
anyway. at least the idea is of a billionaire Heaven right here on Earth. {Where those Big Boyz can use it, of course, extracting all the pleasure any human can handle w/o going insane....although uh-huh...all the rich dudes and their wives and their teen age love birds.  somehow they will need a virus that dodges those teenage  hard bodies...ZOOM here it comes rising...up up and get laid!
   and i wanna plug LeGuin for The Handmaiden's Tale.  AND Fountainhead. for givin' head or the Foundation or Matrix or InTime the movie, at least. or Elysium or Soylent Green....this idea has been Trumped around for decades and might be one of those surrealistic fears uber alles us.
    NuWorldGov. from a plutocracy of hate and love. hate democracy i.e., people, love sex with young ladies. i mean old kids. i mean grrrls from like 12 to 22. It'll be The Epstein gang redux and with nobody to judge or complain or enforce any laws they don't like anywhere on earth. Means that city in the ocean outside of all laws they don't like to spend the money on plus all the workers they'd have to kill after...will not be made. Why should it, if the NWO pop. is reduced to half a billion people and all the wasted lives are scooped up and made into fertilizer for ayahuasca farms...i dunno.
    Sounds like a plan..maybe WHY.

WHEN comes now! or this could be a practice run...for later. royalty....OMG....capitalism sprang out of Monarchy like a raving bastard devil baby, named Rosemary's....and this is where we are now. Baby got 300K for 3rd B-day, thought he hit a triple, and Baby never grew up. Is president. EZ. No prob. Except Prez is CWAZZZEEEE! with perversion and perfidy, narcissism and delusions of grandeur he still won.
So today is when.  How does one object. Our first defense, The Dumbercraps, have capitulated to this faux "royule" capitalism...the 400 year disguise for a ruling house of lords....now strong enough to seize everything and kill the squabbling,  squalid rest of us.
Welcome to the New World Senate. Do not forget to bow.
The odds are already against you.

WHERE....is here now first. Important are the places where people have enough time to think and read and learn about it. like this 'peace' of your mind i'm appealing to.  The #3rd world is already ready for the Great Cull. They have no chance and anytime will be the good time for the Elite Plutos to disappear them.
     Even the pretty children are polluted there. The fetid are doomed. Nobody wants to save them. And the When/Where is up to the Cruel Ones to decide....they drool at the prospect. The Gods of Destruction are salivating for blood and rape and more blood. But they are being restrained. Whatta way to go! Bathed in blood lust as one lusts for rape.
     The educated upper middle class is only hanging on hooks until they find out and truly believe that they are slowly being boiled alive just like those jumpy, leaping lobsters with pincers flying in Julie and Julia.
    These ones will be allowed to last: how many are there? good Q. i dunno. let's say 15-20% of humanity. so 1.4 billion.  way too many for the planned utopia. But many many lovely daughters per capita.  Clean well-educated knowing more than one local language, as joking around is part of the mystery of sex with "juvies."

    The tropics are mostly 3rd world, thus ignorant. And yet some of the most beautiful sexy sultry places on Earth...and maybe cause of the unlimited birth rate so abhorrent to Plutos like Bill Gates or cous-cous Rothschilds et fils. I often wonder what motivates King Koch and his frozen -hearted ilk: it's a mystery. Insanity from too much too easily. They don't have any idea what it is like to be broke. or if you cashed out you would be after paying your debts.
    Absolutely no idea. And once you are extremely wealthy even if you started poor and made it to the billion mark you forget. Another monstrous part of this equation that never works: is the tiny unknown factoid that many of these semi-human "creatures majeures" are founded or rooted in fantastic government contracts they soon deface verbally in favor of the trickle down laissez faire eco-hell of Freidman and Greenspan and Ayn Rand.  such hypocrites abound. add i Ellison and Oracle. i suppose even Gates and Groves to a much more sick and evil Watsons of the punch card notoriety that kept track of the condemned Jews for Hitler and Germany. The Watsons are IBM, and i wonder now and then if they ever dine with the Rothschilds in Basel. 
    Even Ford played both sides of WWII, making trucks that carried Nazi forces to and fro the various fronts. Ike bombed them near the end. Gee, thanks. At the end. Did he want to wear down the Russian Army more by letting those trucks take more supplies to the Eastern front. i dunno. But After the War The Ford Family sued the US Gov for blowing up their nasty factory(s)...and they won US in court. I don't think we appealed to the Supremes either.
    Pure shit. As so many men left their legs and lives all over the now peaceful EU...

And finally HOW?

The US of A-holes:
When the U.S. biological warfare program ended in 1969 it had developed six mass-produced, battle-ready biological weapons in the form of agents that cause anthrax, tularemia, brucellosis, Q-fever, VEE, and botulism.[13] In addition staphylococcal enterotoxin B was produced as an incapacitating agent.[13] In addition to the agents that were ready to be used, the U.S. program conducted research into the weaponization of more than 20 other agents. They included: smallpox, EEE and WEE, AHF, Hantavirus, BHF, Lassa fever, Coronavirus,[36] melioidosis,[36] plague, yellow fever, psittacosis, typhus, dengue fever, Rift Valley fever (RVF), CHIKV, late blight of potato, rinderpest, Newcastle disease, bird flu, and the toxin ricin.[37]

A U.S. facility at Fort Terry focused primarily on anti-animal biological agents. The first agent that was a candidate for development was foot and mouth disease (FMD).[17] Besides FMD, five other top-secret biological weapons projects were commissioned on Plum Island.[38] The other four programs researched included RVF, rinderpest, African swine fever, plus eleven miscellaneous exotic animal diseases.[17][38] The eleven miscellaneous pathogens were: Blue tongue virus, bovine influenza, bovine virus diarrhea (BVD), fowl plague, goat pneumonitis, mycobacteria, "N" virus, Newcastle disease, sheep pox, Teschers disease, and vesicular stomatitis.[17]


So, now HOW?
This knowledge does not ever leave any .GOV office, esp. not the CIA, DOD, or maybe some other spy agencies of OURS...it's impossible to prove. You can only observe and deduce.

No one runs the CIA...at least no one we know. We get names and the names change and change again. Their lists are long. Phony. Some one in the Deep State has it under control or maybe a committee of men. I would be guessing. 

Other nations have Bio Warfare Labs: France, Germany, and UK. China and Russia. China's main bio lab. the oldest and best one...the know-everything lab, is in WUHAN City, 11 million population. only 600 miles south of the famous bat caves of China. They got a zillion bats up there. Some are 5 feet wide from wing tip to wing tip.
   That city was not the first one to get infected. Why? i dunno. We need more research and China might tell it's side of the story when it needs to. i'd read it.
   Every year China announces a Student award called 1,000 Talents. Could be more. It's just a number/name. A few years ago a woman won for her collegiaate work in micro-biology. She got to go to Winnipeg, where CANADA?! has it's own Biological war lab...
wait i thot....so did i....hmmmm....let's look into this lab.


First thing i get to is interesting> But let's think together here. i want you to find, see, and think for yourself. The above only gives general info...and we should be certain that if there is a conspiracy to infect China and the rest of the world, it was done under the most accomplish and strictest secrecy any such agency the wold has ever seen. whether you believe in patsies or stooges, false flags or manipulation of popular opinion or just in GOD, you should know that, like men playing god, they will not often reveal themselves.
    What i see above is that shit is happening which makes other shit possible and that is enough for me. if humanity has a new toy you can bet humanity will use it. and maybe lose it.


This article came out August last year, 2019: in which 3 professors of Micro biology, 2 from Georgetown and one Israeli, proposed that sending the ebola virus to China was a bad idea. Too late. Already gone: i read from U. of North Carolina.

Now please indulge me in the story of Ms Qiu, who may just be the Typhoid Mary of this whole shebang, or the Mrs. O'Leary whose cow tipped over the lantern that began the Great Chicago Fire. 

Ms. Qiu was a 1,000 Talent and was sent to Winnipeg to continue her growth and learn more.  Plenty Chinese citizens in Canada. Mostly in Vancouver, which has more Chinese residents than any Western hemisphere city except San Francisco or something like that.  However, Winnipeg is on the other side of the Rockies from  Vancouver.
Here comes Ms. Qiu:


I must say this report show how things can get somewhat MESSY as some MSM reports [Foreign Affairs]scoff at this "conspiracy theory? as more hysterical bullshit. but i say consider the source. i care that my daughter gets to live in a happier place than we got right now. this is bullshit. Bats have been consumed for dinner for 10,000 yers. they are EZ to catch with a net. they might bite but not if yo whack them first. Bats are consumed all over the place and isn't it conspicuously coincidental that the virus from bats escaped only from the market where the Chinese Biological Warfare lab was located....or was it too obvious to be a Chinese mistake?  i dunno. Think.

These are not stupid people. 

This is not checkers; this is chess.
Bats everywhere. world wide. Even in Texas. Bio labs are capable of yadada, nada baba, only dada.
yeh, we know. So some sloppy Chinese scientist stumbled home drunk from work one day and stopped off to get some bats for din-din and coughed all over the bat juice and the bats and on the floor about them and then puked up his lunch...sure.
Or, there was a kinda mistake: people who eat a lot of bat are immune. No they are not. Oh. Indonesia eats bats. Nada baba. They now trail Holland in cases.

What if those 300 US Soldiers who went to Wuhan for this grandiose meeting of the WORLD Biological Warfare Prevention Club joined by 120 nations last year only like  8 months ago...OMG...how can i say this....w/o sounding like a crazy  lunatic...what if, 2 or 4 of them were CIA agents from Detrick days who still go to reunions and who need the money because Dirt Trick was closed due to  LEAKS!  YAAAAAH....eek!
    and they dropped the virus into the Bat Vat. for say, HALF a million each.  and voila! off to Monserrat for them! no mo' De Trick no mo'!

So what does this do for who...? but first lets demolish the anti-conspiracy nay-sayers with this one last quote....oh, how i have been enjoying holding on to this last theory:
Cuz..., it's called NEWS!

"Yanqing Ye was charged with one count each of visa fraud, making false statements, and acting as an agent of a foreign government, and conspiracy CONSPIRACY!"
 i read. The statement alleges that Ye “lied about her ongoing military service at the National University of Defense Technology (NUDT), a top military academy directed by the CCP [Chinese Communist Party].”
Also arrested and charged was one Zaosong Zheng, for stealing 21 vials of cells from Beth Israel Deaconess Medical Center in Boston and attempting to smuggle them out of the United States.  Uhmmm...to China...yep.
The arrests came in the wake of controversy over proposals {crying conspiracy no doubt} from the NIH and FBI intended to identify researchers who may have acted against the United States.
These are parts of an article from here:

Didyu mind if i put that in RED?
So the FBI calls it a conspiracy: i guess it's the FBI or NIH doing the arrests. i dunno 'bout the latter. but they called it, by accusal, a conspiracy.
only one thing left to say:
...that is not the conspriacy i'm after. 
And By the Way: Harvard managed the Wuhan Bio-War lab for its first 20 years.  OK? those were rosier times, huh?

i think the stolen vials by Ms Qiu and her friend/hubbie? ought to be part of this whole matter. And if the CIA knew about it. then they could think {and CONSPIRE just a little bit, not too much, to double trick China as this was bound to come out...Qiu was force-ably evicted out of her office in Winnipeg and more or less publicly burned upon the stake like Joan d'Arc as she was deported to her Nation...so she's gone to China. Oh, please don't throw me in that horrid briar patch! So now we {the CIA} know they have it and what they have: CoViD 19...the product of Winnipeg, Canada and not no NOT the CIA who paid for the whole shebang and really got shafted on this one. not their fault. it's yours. yours and mine for having & allowing the F--king CIA in da first place.

The plot then whirls over to the CIA which drops the bomb that we have this BAT stuff already ready: why don't we send it there and let it out there at the big non-combatant peace conference of non-bio-warfaring nations. yep. 
   now that it will be the same strain that Wuhan has stolen from Winnipeg, and everyone will think it leaked from them and they can be blamed for the whole thing: incompetents with bad stuff in baby formulas and everything...little did the CIA know that it would spread,,,no wait...ostensibly, but in reality they want it to spread to insure fear and national angst over loss of jobs and all that evil driving us closer to totalitarian state of confused and despondent citizens ready to line up for Woolsey's Machine** and all of us blaming our own selves for not believing in something or other strongly enough.

** Oh yeah, that one's another story. Just you wait.

That is the conspiracy. It's not the rapture...and maybe never will be. But it is something along the lines of a conspiracy as so named and charged by the FBI, and stretching us all to the breaking point.  26 million unemployed. economy stalled to the point of Blue Skies not seen in CALIFORNIA since the conquistadores.

and a prep for the Really Big Cull...still on its way. A practice run. China"s fault.

hey man! that'n worked out so well let's mix up ebola with corona and see what happens then! yeh, but where? oh. let's better thimk on that.

da jist of it: i.e., the back story:
Why would Canada be making WTFk-19 0r 20 attack viruses like CoViD-19 anyway? Who ya gonna attack wit dat? Iceland? You want Greenland; we know that. But they'd kick yer ass...unless you spray'd them with Covid. But hell on Earth! Canada as we know it is all about peace on Earth..unless dragged by US "interests" into Iraq or some such foible. AND...more importantly....their Biowarfare lab, in Winnipeg, should simultaneously be making a counter-virus or vaccine as a fail-safe for their/our...uhmm, aggressive werk.
   OK? Get it?You CANNOT be tossing Mass Death around like a toy w/ Chinese spies coming out of every lab in da world.  Mostly in US, BTW.  We got like 6 to 12 of these plants depending how many are in colleges and how many in high schools.  oh joy. this new tech called CHRSPR (sic) makes genetic engineering EZ if daddy has a basement he don't use.
   ...and all this without a vaccine or counter virus.
    [WE have within every human cell a handful of friendly viruses that will try to destroy unwelcome (their decision) bacteria or viruses.] We might end up owing our lives to some apparent quirk of fate like that...but we are all part of awhe hee on planet E.
    Trudeau has a ton of explaining to do. Ulp. G'luck with dat.
    i love that absent minded professor look he'll give us...uhmmm...."we're going BACK to the Future!" WTFkd-up--20 are you kidding?! Who what when why?
    unless they were making it for the USA/CIA/DeepState so Trump is outa da loopy loop...and left in his own. Because i cannot imagine what nation CANADA would possibly want to unleash this on. Who's stupid here? Me or Canada? Their visiting guest so trusted and welcomed, beautiful wedding.  in Winnipeg.  steals some vials on her trips back to China. She has 2 weeks vacation every year and she goes home to Mom, of course...and to Wuhan and to Beijing...for re-indoc. de-brief we say.
    Lil miss sweetness and light. yep. live happily ever after in Canada. Raise big family with expert scientist husband who goes to China with her 4 times i'm told somewhere in all this morass of research i've done. oh joy.
    Viruses are very small they do not need a ticket and China will let her in past guardia civil pass stat straight to the Source of All Power whatever that is. Meanwhile Winnipeg FINALLY starts counting the vials and sees some gaps in the rows.  OMG! SHE'S TAKING THEM WITH HER! They go. [The whole world should drop a fuzzy wuzzy viral bomb on Winnipeg!]. Because there oughta be a law that says IF you make an offensive weapon you also must make a cure or you should get the DEATH PENALTY! There. I SAID IT. LIKE THE WAY CANADIANS USED TO LIKE TO GO TO PETTING ZOO AND PET THE POLAR BEARS!
Like the way they cheered when the Warriors Hall of Famers all fell to injuries.

    Honestly, who is Trudeau gonna drop his new toy on anyway? Bengla Desh?
    My guess is Trudeau is part of the New Weird Order that Geo Bush #1 told us about years ago. And his son called,"TheOwnership Society? Gag me.
    Case closed. IT WAS THE NWO. AND THEY MESSED UP.
    y'know it's so human to make a mistake huh? So what that it kills like 2 million peephole. it's not negligence if you did not know what you were doing?!
    Or if yer trusting a Chinese spy or two who will carry the vials home from the plane un-inspected of course, because she is Chinese people's CIA grrrl of the year club superstar, so far...and she Goes to Market to pick up some long-awaited sorely missed BAT MEAT at el mercado for her auld lang syne longing and her BAT MEAT fix--You even look at her funny, you die! Yanqui dog!
and she fumbles for her money...and accidentally flips a loose vial rattling around  her purse onto the cement, where it crashes open and someone steps on it and someone else and pretty soon  people are sloshing through the slowly running infected bat blood to their homes in the higher echelons of culture and beginning their horrid endings one after another.
   and Qiu herself, miraculously exempt from infection...from so many years of stirring the pots. takes her wet shoes to the house of old friend in the chippy barrios 
where 14 days later or 24 the wonders begin:
   Canadian CANVid-19 hits da street. ANd Ms Qiu completely disappears. One now of 1.4 billion willing and ready...who all want a fridge, a washing machine and dryer and a wall board TV.
   Pure fucking evil and it could only be compounded by us Gringos finding out that Winnipeg was working for US though our beloved CIA to protect and re-enthuse US for more wars...and some plausible deniability for Langley. The ultimate culprit.
   Duh. WHO was fooled again. They thought it was from BATS. How batty are they?  [I mean it was once, years ago; but not now. it's been remodeked into a repeater malignancy of varied nastinesses, not just anti-lungs but also some strokes and intestinal complexities...and certain entry method i dunno that might turn out to evolve semi-annually....etc. 
   So free and independent Canada becomes one of our bungling contractors responsible for killing everyone ooops, or maybe not  --every one-- because some one upstairs DOES have an anti-viral elixir and the famous line of Hayakawa or Hayak da kayak [t'was Fukuyama, among many many others throughout the ages]:  "this is the End of History." Yep. Under da DON. No one around to write about what a shit head he was, is, and will continue to be. And wild, wild horses wouldn't tear us away from these Fkg cowboy-20's. They won't even let us touch them.
  
the END


PS1~~these guys are not geniuses: they're cowboys with toys and it's NOT true the end is near. Maybe just the end of our F--king prolonged Beginning.
PS2~~disclaimer. This is only a joke. SciFi joking around. ha ha. i dunno nuttin honey. i vas not dere. i only used real names because my creative powers were shattered by filthy evil of this story. and real names are funnier. only joking. this is a joke!
ok. so sue me. i'm oblivious like you

---o---



POST a LOGUE
now...i am ratified in a way...slightly more well informed, but equally anti-establishment and perhaps accurate, this comes to the fore: been out a while not no nada never published before that i ever heard of and this from India [i better go lookup the real name:
starts here:

A recent interview with Bioweapons expert Dr. Francis Boyle published by GreatGameIndia and conducted by Geopolitics & Empire, has been exploding across the world the past few days as the truth is emerging on the origins of the Coronavirus Bioweapon.

Francis Boyle is a professor of international law at the University of Illinois College of Law. He drafted the U.S. domestic implementing legislation for the Biological Weapons Convention, known as the Biological Weapons Anti-Terrorism Act of 1989, that was approved unanimously by both Houses of the U.S. Congress and signed into law by President George H.W. Bush.


Note: Boyle says University of North Carolina (the basketball powerhouse), and i say Winnipeg, because it's farther from Langley. Boyle wrote the Law of the Universe that no one obeys: that was signed by 129 nations.  pretty good work there. All about how NOT to play with Bio-illogical Warfare. OKAY?!

No excuse note: i also went to the University of Illinois. i did graduate after all. {& Man was that a relief.]

...the Hawk is flying and the snow goes up your pant legs...

Sunday, March 29, 2020

MEDITATIOIN, mediation, matri-culation....
mediation is a difficult cult to join. in times past we ran too fast.
the idea is to stop everything...except your breath and heart.
let you mind roam to stillness, i say.
   and silence the noisy thrall with chatter we have going on.
i thought at least this time off in Quarantine would make me a better writer.
i hoped i could stay at home...w/o going quite insane.
one week later or ten days...
who's forever counting? i shunned my parking meter.
now i sit here after a morning bright and sundry
the clouds have left   as my mind has cleared.
much more smooth and sultry.
i wonder if this painful lesson of aloneness is not simple truth.
slow down show up late and siesta from 1 to 4...watch the flowers blossom.
listen to the grass grow.
In Finland i read they turned it to las femmes.
elected one presidente, only 34 this year it said.
and she in turn formed a coalition to find a better way 
to get things done. They already have 2 small cities with UBI. 
{Experimental of course. Caution has its place.
for the tweak and the twist the range and the rearrangement.}
The 5 parties she could admire as friends all 
turned out to be feminine-run.
so the 6 most powerful pols in Finland 
are either moms or gonna be. why not? running a state
is just like raising kids and ameliorating a man.
micro models are what we are seeing here. feeling, too.
the first idea they put to parliament, 
was to make the official work week 4 days down from 5
and 6 hours each at that.
good. now go meditate. or relax if that's all you need.
just slow down and let your mind wander wonder up and under
and make sure you don't get fat.
something good for you will pop up rest assured at that.
you might even change the world by simply 
changing hats.

That was my feeble attempt at free verse. didactic. 
EVERYTHING i think is didactic or a toss it.
some say you think too much jimmy. just have fun.
BUT FIRST I HAVE TO TEACH MYSELF.
i say count your butterflies & stick yardstick into your black
topsoil. sing a little blues to feel the pain Clinton talked about feeling.
uh-huh.
ask what will happen to Oh,Calcutta now, and Dacca, not Decca.
Who cares about NOLA, JAKARTA AMSTERDAM TRIBECA SF BAY
MIAMI BANGKOK ALEXANDRIA VENICE MARSEILLE BACELONA 
CASABLANCA MALAGA HAVANA BUENOS AIRES MONTEVIDEO
RIO SAO PAULO DAKAR LAGOS BALTIMORE TOKYO FUKUSHIMA
and idunno...

are we our brother's keepers or just keepers of the jails and 
overseers of the NEW World Plantation?
we need to stop and think. so this is perfect: and maybe 
our last chance. NATURE IS SPANKING US PRETTY HARD:
i want to say this is the Age of the Virus. it's been in place a while.
maybe Mother Nature (i like to call GAIA) is seeking less not more.
and this an effort to go even smaller.
The Virus is the most populous choice on earth: lucky for us they 
do  not believe in democracy either. They are vagabond tramps, most 
of them looking for a home.
In The world of GAIA, Bacteria form a minor opposition party:
heck we got viruses inside each and every cell.
some kill lonely bacteria also looking for a home.
Virals have us by the genome.
What is Life? is it us? alone midst our dead zones we abhor yet create 
for our vertebrate cohorts we like to eat?
{there is something fishy about all that when all the fish are gone.}
six foot soils from eons of buffalo, have shrunk to 6 inches.
and we freak when the price of oil goes up, 
and rejoice when it goes down even tho the latter is when we
   most outrageously
burn the house down....forgetfulness, oblivia our only home.
The sun is probably crying....thinking maybe its good work here
is most likely done.

we've got to make sure we fit in: the conquest was uber
alles long ago: our heads are gonna roll.
today we kill the butterflies and bees and thus the birds and 
bees and love in the Time of CorViD disease...
19th Century you ask me. this dis-ease. dis-comfort
misunderstanding of culture and tradition...the methods that has got us to here..
outmoded ways of seeing with someone else's eyes.
the world was half empty even up thru JFK, but it's full today.
there is no escape valve waiting like 
go west young man and play!
we're stuck here with each other and if we all don't get well 
there will be more of these we'll have to fight and fight and
cure to death when they are more and we are less and we are finally 
on Earth
the worst house guests of all.
eventually, we'll have to go.
And if the rich who have made it profited from our insane social structures
da system they so revere they coudl pay half of us to kill the other half...
and maybe that is what's going on...but is this the way to found a new
Garden of Eden for old rich men and teen age grrrls to play their puerile 
games?

and i did not say one word about capitalism...
because that would be didactic...and what does any poet know?
poets simply feel the paradise losing way before it's lost.
our hectic pace enforced by scarcity has scarcely had its day...
and already noted...is not bienvenidos danke egalite fraternite
sorority....only liberte...SUCCEEDING in place without even picking up its trash.
but to what end? The death trucks prowling the streets of Chicago and New York Berlin and Milan, London, Shanghai, Bombay. 
everywhere a kick and no cry a ticket to la barranca and breakfast for vultures....?
And i never said that Capital is  Gaia's cancer.  without end.
Or that nothing made by the mind of man is immortal.
it's the heart that counts.
humanity is kinda short on empathy.
now we really know that all is one and 
one for all is a natural force. like family. 
and why not family of mankind? women at the helm?
from each to each etc.
nothing on Earth is immortal, 
but LIFE itself. nothing is bigger.
no religion no philosophy no icons no ideology
no econ 101 no political system no medicine
no gods also made from the fervid if no longer fertile,
minds of man.

gracias por tus pensamientos.
thank you for your thoughts.
RELAX IN THIS TIME OF REPOSE.

...something good from this shall also rise...












Monday, March 2, 2020

world on fire

no more "decorating the tables of the rich!"
to quote adrienne rich who passed away recently....
WORLD ON FIRE world on fire world on fireworldonfire...

an artist never gives them what they want.  make 'em laugh or make 'em cry.
the world is on fire....escape is what got us to here.
awww fuck it...let's go have another beer!
it's not that we're impotent it's not that we're captive or 
seduced or may be made oblivious by TV andworld on fire
our strict devotion to voyeurism.
not that we Amerdricans are afraid...that can't be it.
we conquered the Apache or at least some of us did.
we beat up Hitler sniveling into his grave and mussolini so 
ultimately not brave.
escaped franco and somoza and marcos for far worse i dunno.
outlasted Stalin and hist'ry writ in blood and war by Mao
i dunno how...
and now we sit upon the precipice of life or death an' we write about how pretty the flowers how cute 
the deer fawns
and our   dear ones 
who'll be soon screaming for breath.
i dunno what people are thinking but 
if poets cannot lead them we're dead.
i don't write for people anymore....Nature hates us by now.
we're in for one big spanking and corrective interaction of some sort 
we cannot complain or even understand.
guilty by human and mouse command.
no. i write for the plant plankton. to please let me swim in their lake one more time before 
the end.
ps~~Finland is land of la femme.* and Oslo is free of ICE**

https://caitlinjohnstone.com/2020/03/02/my-qualifications/#comment-28763


*the 6 most powerful pols in Finland are female. their 1st proposal to parliament is 4 day week w/ 6 hours days.
**Internal Combustion Engines.
and  i propose Frisco outlaw gas stations as dangerous to mankind.
we killed alcohol and we prohibited marijuana. there are still laws against cunnilingus on da books 
and a man may not swear or "talk dirty"
to his wife while making love in Oregon.
cunnilingus was illegal in Illinois for a century.
Afghani femmes  have to wear burkas 
and there are no legs on the beaches of Arabia.
***i had a ride with 4 Saudi women in my taxi they were all phat mama's and all had minis that were way too short for 
every reason one could think of....but i laugh with them for being free to look silly and just have fun for once in their lives.
they carried big bags of shopping scores to the nearest bar in north beach.  hoo! ray! for freedom....i almost gave them a free ride, 
but then i remembered yemen and accepted the no tip with no comment.
the femme is still the first and last slave on
Earth. you cannot expect slaves to know how to be free. 
or that freedom has bounds of freedoms for others.
it's a mix and match, as is freedom to be silly.
i almost wanna say how could we vote for a man?
reparations for women! now!
let
s start it in Africa...one thousand a month....payable in 
pounds of francs or diamonds on cobalt rings,
sent to the women's public banks of nations wherever 


grrrls get to be 18...

Sunday, March 10, 2019

the most fun wins

I'M IN A PRETTY BAD MOOD: every day now: so it's not a mood anymore...
...it's a state of affairs.
every one is self-absorbed: Ayn Rand has One on her side. {Luckily we got da rest of us.}
it's a national, maybe world-wide, disorder. but worse, it is pathological. the death of cool-munal activity is appalling. it might be the end of family super-nano structure of human society.
no big deal for me. my daze for that are over.
but i fear for the future. we lose families we lose stuff like killing for fun being a crime:
now one can say, "But it was really FUN!"
or C'mon. He looked at me funny...and he was making fun of me!
shit fire, man!
so much funny is true; and not a joke anymore. it is simple news.
drones are us.
you cannot say i did not do it my dog did? right?
but we say it was our fucking drones, collateral damage.
are you or i becoming collateral damagees of some other sort of attack on our consciousness?
and what is with "casual-ties" are these ties you were golfing? what is "casual" about having yer legs blown off?  wanna bet? let's make our army use bayonets only.  OKAAAAAy? and se how many want to go then.
we sending peephole to push murder buttons is not heroic.  What kind of vet it that? he/she (because a teen age grrrl could do it) kills from 9 to 5 in a trailer park somewhere south of Vegas and then we gotta tell some mad dog cops to stop shooting mad angry outcast black boyz to men for waving their cell phones in surrender or for skittle in da hand. or for selling ciggies on da corner.  yeah i want our cops policing the illegal CONTRA BAND ciggie world for Camel patent protection and chewin' tobaccy too...@ 3 for a dollar
     are ya crazy? look at yer bad self? are you angry first thang in da mornin'? are you fried at daze end? do you wanna go out and kick some ASS or get some? do ya care about anyone not related to your Bad Self? could you SPEAK your inner truth to a committee with truth serum in their test tubes, while you are taped to a chair under a big white light. huh? cud you ?
    me either.
    i'd wanna get up and blow there heads off...
    So what is so different if you go to work and the boss puts his hands up uer skirt and tell yo you suck and ought to get busy...and stay late for a change instead of coming in late...and thus you will be docked 20% this week for last week's errors you made and if you don't like it come in here an' sit on my sofa a while and we'll take a look at my lap, uh, top.
    then you google him and find out he majored in religion and went to catholic seminary school for the life of the church...and was transferred into US BIZ nest for a clean start from what ever was under that black strip of nada they got there....
    500 cases in Illinois. and my waitress fren' from VIET NAM! who says she's catholic and that the pope is NOT infallible! he's justa man--NOT what i heard from my "snapper" friends--which was . vague reference over my head at the time, to the RED SNAPPERS they had to eat on Fridays.  OK  i LOVE red snappers. i would give up my life for them if i knew for sure it would work out.  but it won't. not salmon. nothing will work out wanna know why?   but first let me tell you the POPE answered that news from Illinois calling if FAKE news of course, and saying there were only 185 cases of . pedophilian priests . in Illinois pending still on da tableau.... shit fire. the Pope is Son of God. Son of Jesus just like all us guys and we are sons of da Sunshine and that impregnating da Mother{s}.
    here it is mutha phucka: there is a very anguished crew of cultists, large, fat, and trailer parkey slightly inbred by their daddy's love that believe in the coming of the "pocket-lips." where god comes down to eat us all and make us part of his big dick.
   this means they vote for death all the time.  OK. i say go ahead die. swim off to Fukushima for all i care.
but ain't dying. not yet. not til da smoke blows away from dis last cigarette.
   andthismeans we are entering da generation of da cull. and here how it comedown on y'all, white boys and grrrls...blacks already got der welcome wagons out: welcome to da hood dey sayin' it often and sayin' it loud. proud, not to be da canaries in our coal mine but tuff enuff to begin da fight back. got a black friend? call her/call him. tell him you gonna get it right right after yo read this: they got two mass weapons of mission disaster capitalism coming out NOW!

1. This i worry all about in my suspect novel, VAGO, which they won't even read. and that is a new virus...which being of life itself and in da over all mix, don't got da slave mentality yet so well. it morphs unaccountability in any way it feels and so might circle round and kill whitey by mistake or even hit da rich if they sleep on da wrong side or sumpin....but they got it. for sure. we each got about 6 viruses in our every cell, yep. except may bone cells.  i dunno. so far copacetic with human existence, but if you think under your orders guess again.

2. nano-particles.  first the idea: it comes to all great minds about the same time:  thank you ver' much, Adele. plastic does not rot. it will not break down in Nature (remember HER) from way back when god was unne femme?  yessir. i do. Mother Nature. Her only begotten d. Gaia, that thin film of life that surrounds, coats, and embellishes this home (eco-) Mother Earth of ours. Plastic has no home in here. it jsut gets smaller. look at your tooth brushes, look at your tires...see how they gradually disappear. OH but that OK, they just wash into the ocean.  right? is that NOT what you think?
    i'm just saying. nano- is really small. it can fly. it can move around insid eda clams and oysters that are nature's vacuum cleaners f da salt water that surrounds from it's place on 70% of this home's surface.  facing da sun every day. going through heating an' freezing and being eaten by each life form up da food chain until we get back to red snapper and salmon. and wait there is more: did yo know that people who live near to freeways get more lung cancer. take a look at your tires before and when you turn 'em in for new ones.  pull out your tape measure. go 'round. lookit yer toothbrushes used...and where did all da blanco go? we each use about 4 tooth brushes a day. we put plastic inside of every paper cup. paper would dissolve holding hot coffee.
    But don't worry! we got Corexit. yeah. when Antonia Juhasz went down with the NOIA submariners she had to stay inside da boat...under the Gulf of Mexico, home of Gulf Oil, and BP (20% owned y Da Queen Bee of En-glands-of-fire and brimstone...just like Q> Beatrice owns 20% of Shell). Monarchy gonna die hard, they gonna die olde die not gonna die out. we are. CAP means head. KAPUT means dead. Capital means descended from da only Heaven on Earth, which we called NON-archy to us, the bastards who done got us to here.
    Never mind that. What antonia saw ans filmed, was the slush at the bottom of the Gulf, which means not sand, not plants of any kind. No Seaweed. no clams no fish no like a DEAD zone because the COREXIT sames the beaches after spill by making all the oil blobs sink instead of float.  No more wash up on da beaches at all. only sludge on da bottom about 6 inches deep and it slides around when the NOIA people stepped on it...in waves it moves out from yer feet.
    So if yo a fish put on yer N-95
    Put on some sun screen and get ready for a new ozone revelation: you will be spreading nano-particles of titanium oxide into, not on top of, your skin and thus into your capillaries and thus into your blood stream and into your brain and maybe just maybe other nana-particles in cosmetics and stuff all kinds of wasted,  burned-out, lost, and unwanted stuff lost in fires or just tossed into the land pits for rain to wash AWAY...into the big god-given sewer of Man...lappin' upon da beaches where every grain of sand wants to be da beach and every grain of salt wants to become a grain of sand and da sand is praying fo' a little shower to wash dem white grains back to where dey came from. and no one knows what it is....just that for sure it is...there is must be...
something that makes us uncomfortable, uncertain, foggy, scared, selfish. Makes us itch.

3. See? If a human cell was big as a football stadium, a virus would be like the football. But the RNA, or controller of viral behavior would only be the laces. And when the football hits the stadium--topped and full of fans all working for the game! and their slime and food and playahs and product like a big jar of chicken soup--the laces would swim down to the lines and finding the right one take over control of hundreds of new stadiums to be built alongside the freeways of our body politick...as if their rule was to make football into the tumor or cancer of our social structure.
    But then the laces would also have problem, maybe, in that inside of this tender string of genetic info we call RNA, might be a speck that if it was a football the virus RNA, the laces we met up above, would be like the LesserAntilles or Indonesia and that speck of nano-stuff man-made to make your cheeks blush or your skin reject and reflect the evil ol' sun might just dissolve that viral RNA and any other RNA or DNA or ribosomes, or molecular structures we call Life, into pink goo...which deprived of water, salty or not, will dry into a hard blob of bubble gun like rock upon the bed post of what was once Home of Life.
---o---

anddendumk:
   This is most likely a natural progression. I'm in a group of people who have been hit on da head. Traumatic Brain Injury, or TBU for short.
I am the next-to newest. I have had mine for 19 months, the newby about 8 guess. Some for 4, 6, 12, years or more. You have to think more when you have this. Think differently, break some old habits; and some are broken for you. We change or it hurts. WE sleep if not more, then more importantly. We are concerned about sleep. WE cannot drink alcohol. some do. but the theory is that alcohol kills brain cells, while we are trying to grow, and re-grow, some.
   Most likely theytellus, we shal find new routes of thought up there, The braindon't rebuild much. It detours. 
    Like that. Bright lights are a nuisance. WE forget names, places, and where we put things: we got to get more organized. It's hard to in advance. Hard to plot out stuff. And slow to respond.
    For six months i could not read out loud in public.
    Here's some of the stuff i learned so far: Put things in their places--esp. files in their folders. Slow but sure: gramma said, do One GOOD thing well every day. Not only does everything happen for a reason...you can find good, and bad, reasons for everything that happened. Maybe. First, let's make it happen. Then relax about the result. Tomorrow's another day. maybe. If it gets here. But remember: Today is the best day of your life! why? because yesterday's gone, and tomorrow never gets here. 
    That way we can analyze cause and effect. One day at a time. Every concussion is different because we are all like snowflakes, made of water but into different shapes. WE might even find out that it's only Love, at least, at Last. That lasts.

   And we can hope that that love: love of Life, love of children and one another. love of gender and school and work and sleep and food and daybreak and sunsets. and voila! clean air and water! love might decide to save us, from oil and coal and co2 and greed and selfishness and cruelty, which is the only way avarice can win.
   Remember:
   The side that has the most fun wins.